all is good. very good infact.
once everything else is settled down after the movement, i need to get my focus back. come 2010, i need my focus back, i had a break too long and i miss working hard. i miss setting goals and working towards it.
ive striked out most of my goals for 2009 alhamdullilah.
i think i am a very much controlled person when it comes to my life. i number things in my head, i set sequences in my head to walk myself through things that i never thought i could do.
everytime a new environment comes, a shuffle is needed . i talk myself into things , it is almost a little scary how i do not allow myself to flow through things at the start only to realise how psychotic i am everytime i feel the need to know what is going on first in order to prep myself.
:) :) to the amazing months and when a little shuffle is needed this month, for the first time i am going to let things take control on its own. and for the good of me, since i have no knowledge what is going to happen, i am just going to .... breathe. and breathe and learn to be a little more laidback when it comes to life.
my fave amazing race team won :) yeahh
